Had not been updating blog recently. well, currently working as a telemarketer at bishan cpf building. well, kinda stress today. my mum found out bout my tattoos.

I feel really sad when I see her sad and cry for me again. I had been giving her trouble since I was in secondary two. Running away from home, tattooing, smoking and all this retarded stuffs. Hurting her over and over again. I do feel guilty, who says I don't?

Sometimes I do wish to bring her out for a dinner, watch a movie, accompany her. I am sorry but I always either have something on or lazy. I wish to treat her good and make her happy.

Mum, sorry. sorry for hurting you. tattooing is just an interest. only tattoo inside of my clothing. worry of me getting jobs. know its important to have a cert in singapore. I know all of this, so no worries. know what I am doing.  trust me.

wowo, back to update again:) haha. hiieees:) anyways, had been gambling recently. cool. cause i am winning. haha! anyone wanna gamble just call me mans! haha. well, this year's chinese new year is kinda cool. though many say that its boring but i dont think so. had been enjoying myself recently.

hmm yah, i am a girl and i believe i had to be gentle though. but i just cant stop myself for being hyper and blaring out vulgarities when i am kinda excited. haha. i love my boyfriend because he didnt ask me to change even though he doesnt like it. well, i will try my best. haha! anyways, happy new year everyone:)