Had a really bad day today. Woke up for school. Tired. Then on my way home, quarrel. Okay, don't wish to describe anymore. I just hate quarrels. No one ever understand another party's situation unless he/she is in the same shoe. He never did try to even understand me. Sometimes I really wish to ask him, why. Why did you change so much out of a sudden? You are not the old you that I know anymore. The one that will always be listening to me. The one that will always give me surprises. The one that will always show me how much you dote on me. Everything seems to be over. But yet, I am still holding on. Because I refuse to give up. Refuse to end a relationship that we both fought for in the past. Love is so complicated. Everything in it, I know it too well. Communication. We can't even communicate well. What the fuck is wrong. I am really in a super bad mood now. Why? Why? Why?

Dear, I suddenly have the feel to blog. For you<3

Suddenly thought of the past. The period when you were not with me... You blogged everyday. Telling me what you had been doing. Telling me how much you missed me and loved me. I feel like crying now because I thought of the feeling that I am lost without you, by my side. I never ever want that feeling to be there ever ever again. I need you boy. I really do. No matter what is going to happen in the future, I promise to always stay by your side, and go through the upcoming problems. I love you<3

This picture was taken with her last year at her house. Haha. Well, Claudia, this post is for you:)

We had known one another since Sec 2. In the camp I guess. Haha want to know my first impression for you? Loud and friendly girl. Super violent type. Haha then we became good friends, then best friends. Truly speaking, you are a super nice friend and is my best friend in my life. Whenever I have problems, the first friend that I thought of is you. Whatever problem, be it relationship, family or money, you had never leave me alone to settle all these problems. Thank you:)<3

Last year you birthday was celebrated here. This year is not. Wanted to give you a surprise that day when I ask you out to zoo but huimin they all booked you first:( But anyways, will still make it up for you idiot. Haha.

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Your last post in your blogger was about me. Haha we blogged about one another, remember? Hahaha. So sweet<3 We really had so much fun in school last time. Okay, most common one is to chase one another around the school canteen, fighting, saying PERVERTIC stuffs. Haha these are the things we do. HAHA! Like a cute only. We that time still open blogshop sell contact lens. Earn quite a lot. Like big bosses. HAHAHA! And your fear is...... DOG! Haha run like idiot when you see a dog. HAHA

Will never ever forget a good friend like you. Thank you for being in my life. I hope you love me too;) hehe <3
For CLAUDIA!<3

Had a flea at Youth Scape Park today. Well, pathetic. Only sold 4 item in total. Haha. Anyway, good experience. Haha. Tired to the max. I am super glad my phone is back to me. Hehe. Never thought that it'll be ever back to me again since I had always tortured it. Haha. That person who returned me my phone is really weird. Let me tell you the whole story.

Last week, I was in bus 54 on my way to Fareast, accompany my brother go see his jeans. I was tickling my dear in the bus and then I dropped my phone in the back seat but I didn't realise till I alighted the bus 1 hour later. I was nervous and quickly called my phone and it was freaking off. I was pissed off too. Then I was cursing and swearing the person who took my phone. Later, I told myself, next time whenever I picked up something, I will never ever return it ever again. Haha bad right.

Till midnight, the person suddenly contacted my boyfriend. (before that I used my boyfriend phone message my number to scold the person) He/She says he wants to return me my phone. I quickly call but he rejected my call. So I was thinking if he is pranking me. Then later, he asked for my address. I really hope he is returning me. He says he will send it over the following day. So the following day he texted me and ask for my address. I gave my boyfriend one. Then after he had his address, he didn't reply. So by then I thought my phone will never be back. I made a police report the next day also.

And finally, my dear's mum received something in the mail box that is heavy. That was when I scream and shout like crazy. Hahahaha. Thanks to that person. Happy only. Hehehe.

That's the whole story! Hahaha.

Suddenly, I thought of treating my dear really good and give in to him whenever I can. Can I do it? At least I bother to try:) <3

Hi. It has been long since I blogged. Anyways, FML. Holiday is over tomorrow:( But something great was that my mum is in Indonesia! Hehe. Well, this whole week is all over my CSO at Bishan Home. I know when you hear that it's Bishan home, first thing that you think is that its a scary place right? Well, in fact, it was a heaven to me. It made me learnt so much about myself. I am such a fortunate and lucky girl isn't it. I am a blessed girl. Better than so many people yet I didn't cherish myself. They make me know that I can be happy even without the things that I demand so much for in life.

They are innocent and friendly people. They have feelings too. We shouldn't treat them differently or despise them. They are just people with lower IQ. That doesn't mean that they are retarded or what. I am happy when I am with them because they make me think lesser. My stress are all gone when I thought of them. They are really innocent, unlike us. We are all complicated. They are just like kids. They have no stress at all. This is what made them special about themselves.

My baby boy is having a bad headache nowadays. It has been 4 days. Wonder if he is fine. I do hope he is. Having fever as well. Okay, shall stop here. Byes:)