Hi people. This place has been abandoned for quite sometime. Haha so I think I need to make it alive again. So many things happened. But of course, only half will be written here. Let's get to the main point. Haha. I had my boyfriend back. And I really loved him, for your info. He has been the best thing ever in life. Okay, let me start from school.

School was great. Having quite fine results. Had best girlfriends like Kristen and Elina. We are the happening birds in school uh. Always having lots of fun together along with my dear. We all clique well. Which is something awesome. We had the same character, same thinking and we always always had fun without fail. Hard to find. Hehehe. School is starting next week. Of course, it's fucking boring and lifeless. And UT's are coming. Hopefully we can all do well. Planning to have a study session already. Although diet plan always fail but study plan wouldn't uh:) Hehe. Next thing, family.

I had been getting close to my sister recently. I am glad she was there whenever I needed her. Had a long chat with her just now. Haha talking about the past and when we were young. So many things. I am glad we talked things out together though. At least I know that in future, I can tell her my problems and she could share with me hers also. :) Life would be good to have siblings who are close to you;) hehe. And Ah Yao, my cousin is here. He is so cute. Can't resist kissing his fat cheeks. Hahaha though he is dam black but I love him and I treat him as part of my family:)

Love. I love my dear. Though we had been really busy these days with our hamper business and there are still little quarrels that we have. That's normal. But I just want him to read this. I love him. He is the only one who is there whenever I needed someone. I find myself really unreasonable at times. I always wants to win. I always blame him but baby, I want you to know that I do reflect myself at night before I go to bed. I think about it. I am sorry for what happened in the past. I am sorry to leave you alone when you needed me most. I only want you to be mine, I promised to be fair. I won't talk to guys or close to any guys. Only girls. I know you feel insecure when I talk to guys. I am sorry to make you feel worried at times. My sister talked things out with me. I know it was my fault at times. I only hope we can not quarrel often. Instead we should be sweet. I believe many people are envy of us. We had been together for so long, celebrated every occasion together. I love you honey. I am happy we got back together. Really glad. I hope in future, whatever problems we have we will face them together. I promise not to leave you alone anymore, alright? Because I love you more than words could describe. I wouldn't be telling you those sweet things like what couples who just got together would say, but I want you to know I wanna grow old with you. Believe it or not, baby, you should know it by now alright? I love you forever.

We had so many plans together before. We planned to get married, go overseas together, have 4 kids, do business together, had dogs of our own individually. Life would be good isn't it? I promise to trust you. I am sorry baby. I miss you. I miss your hug, your kiss. And your kiss on my forehead, you smelling my hair, you playing with me and teasing me. Be mine only. I am yours only.