Okay, I just read my sister's blog. Somehow, I feel like blogging. For her. I felt her pain. Her pain in losing someone that she really loved. Someone, that she really needed. I totally feel it. Totally knows, how much it hurts her. Because I once lost him as well. I lost him, I lost myself too. I am thinking about him everyday. I know I needed him. Though we may seem like we can live on without them, but maybe, the fact is, we can't and we never would. I regret. Regret leaving him alone. When he needed me most at that part of time.

Being in love can be something so sweet. But hey, it was never that easy. To love, to be loved. Reading her blog, I feel her pain. I know she misses him. And it will really take a long time for her to even forget about him, But the fact is, does she know that there's still someone who really loves her and cherish her outside, waiting for her. They are willing to wait for her, to forget that person who doesn't deserve her love. I feel like telling her, give up. He won't come back to you. Even if he does, the feeling will never be right anymore.

Wow, tiring day everyday.Yesterday we went to the Changi Airport to send Paul off. Haha. So good to be going overseas. And it's kinda cool if you are going alone though. Haha. Had fun taking pictures with Zac. Went to perfume shops to try out some perfume. Got to get a new one. Finished my DKNY Delicious Apple already. Maybe I can try Gucci Flora or Gucci Guilty. It smells kinda great. Or maybe Marc by Marc Jacobs Daisy.

One more great thing, I had quit smoking. I can live without it though:) But I can't promise if I quarrel with my baby boy. Haha. Anyways, had Bah Kut Teh again today. Treated my mum and siblings. Not really that expensive. $42.05 only. And FUCK, my teeth had been aching for quite some time already. My mum booked a dentist appointment for me on th 18th July, 5pm already. I hope my teeth won't ache till then man. Nightmare.

Okay, have got to study hard and manage my time well already. My money as well. I had been spending a lot. Gosh. Shall sleep now. Just taken 2 pain killer. Hope it will make me feel better later on. Good night~
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Hello. Long time no blog. Haha. Well, we had a great time yesterday having the Bah Kut Teh at Balestier Road. Woo~ worth the spending though. Before that, me and dear went to Hort Park for my CSO project. Haha he took quite a lot of nice pictures. Hehe and we also went to Junction 8 to buy some toys and bags. Haha. Anyways, I am growing up each day. This society becomes something much clearer to me. People changes. People can change for many things. Most common ones, money. Friends can turn out with friends just because of money, just because of anything. Basically, I trust no one except my family, my boyfriend, and some close friends. I have guard for everyone. Every single one. Just don't wanna get harm by others.

Okay, exam on Monday. Shall travel when school holiday starts. Hehe. And and, tell you what. I really feel like moving out. With my dearest boyfriend<3 Okay, shall blog again tonight. Bye~