Well, didn't work today. went over to dear's house today morning and helped him clear his super messy room. had a tiring day though. then went to fitness first. wow, had bad muscle cramps man. but love the feeling. haha.

Anyways, went to meet david at city hall. went to marina square. ate subway and off to shop. didn't buy anything but bought a jeans from zara for dear. when getting pay then get more stuffs.

Suddenly feel dam sad now becuase the past is bothering me right now. Icant forget what has happened before and I do feel guikty for those things that I had done before too. What am I suppose to do now? Can someone just tell me?

Out with my baby cousin to town

Wow, me and dear are seriously work-aholic mans. Working every single day till night. Of course we are tired but sad, i cant control the way i spend money. i am trying my best to change already. Anyways, went to town with my baby cousin along yesterday night. It was raining quite heavily. well, bringing a baby along really isnt easy. Haha.

Bought a shirt from Mango yesterday. woooo, sales everywhere. Cool. I LOVE IT. Haha. Well, kinda miss my school friends as well. hmm had been posted to Ngee ann information technology. But i am appealling to Republic:) buisness application. I wanna be in the same course as my boyfriend's. Hope i could get it. HAHA. Okay, shall blog again soon.
Misses Bryan. From Weili.

Hi, I am back to update. well feel kinda sad today. I just can't forget about the sad past and start anew. I like to think a lot and start questioning. Then in the end just making things worse. He has done me no wrong yet I keep on digging out the past. Actually I have no right at all. Because I am the same. Mine is worse in fact.

Sometimes I wonder if he only belongs to mine. I can't leave him alone. I want him to keep on staying by my side. I know I can't live without him. I just want him to be with me for life. Could he? I could.

Hello! has not been updating blog recently. well. so many things happened.

Anyways, me and dear are currently working at a factory as a hamper packer. the pay, hmm depending on how many you wrap each day. usually earn $70 per day while for dear roughly $60. not a bad job, just kinda tiring because you have got to stand for the whole day.

Gotten our o level results and it is quite disappointing. have gotten 15 points while for dear 22. we had decided on the courses that we want and has already submitted the forms. I wanna go to the same school and same course as dear:)

We have too many things to plan. our future  and how do we save money. haha hasn't gotten our chinese new year clothing yet. will get them when we have gotten our pay on the 31st:) alright, shall end here and will update soon again!

happy new year:) today is the first day of 2011 and i am really glad to welcome it. had fun today morning:) after the count down at marina bay, watched some beautiful and gorgeous fireworks, we went to a pub and have some drinks till 3am plus:)

know what? we left at around 4.15am to hire a cab but till today morning 6.30am we still cant get one. there were so many people la! oh my god. haha and a lot of people who were drunk actually slept at the central, just right in front of the entrance. hahaha!

well, something worse happened. as we were desperate for cab, we saw a uncle with the cab showing busy. he was smoking and i approached him to as if he is driving. he say he would charge by trip and know what? to bishan, amk and toa payoh, total $60. i didnt took the cab and today morning i called the citi cab and ask if there is such services and i lodged a complaint:) with his plate number and details. ridiculous you know.

anyways, went to sin ming to eat just now with gavin, bryan and david. had a tiring day today!:) happy new year everybody:) best wishes:)

Wow, I feel so fresh right now with the year 2011:) it was kinda fun yesterday night though. And have so much to say about 2010. need to express them out like, right now.

Well, starting of 2010 has been bad enough. Ran away from home and making my whole family in a mess. That part of time in my life was the worst ever and really hate that fucked up feeling. most of the days in 2010 were me crying alone. having no one to talked to.

Thought that after running away from home, with my parents forgiving me, everything would be fine but no. more things happened after that. having a wrong step to be with a fucking wrong guy which totally regret in my life.

Well, too much things had happened in 2010 that even feel like talking about it right now because soon, tears would be rolling out again.

But thank god, to have totally changed my life and really love him. god, thank you.wi