Hi, I am back to update. well feel kinda sad today. I just can't forget about the sad past and start anew. I like to think a lot and start questioning. Then in the end just making things worse. He has done me no wrong yet I keep on digging out the past. Actually I have no right at all. Because I am the same. Mine is worse in fact.

Sometimes I wonder if he only belongs to mine. I can't leave him alone. I want him to keep on staying by my side. I know I can't live without him. I just want him to be with me for life. Could he? I could.