Welcome to my life :): 05/01/2013

Tuesday, May 7, 2013

I wanna live in the past

It's weird right? Why would someone wanna live in the past? I mean like, usually the past is something nobody ever wanted. But somehow, I am missing how my life used to be in the past. Back to the age when I was 7. When I am still a young girl, studying in Guangyang Primary School with my eldest sister. We were alone here. Without our parents. We live with a strict guardian that always ask us to study hard, do homework. Whenever our mum comes to Singapore, it's like the happiest thing ever in life. We would cherish the time spent together with our mum. Though it will only be for a day that she come over, but it was really precious and every minute and seconds, mean so much to us...

Now? Our mum is here with us. We no longer cherish the time spent with her. We know that she will always be here. I mean like, no one would ever want something they already have isn't it? Like you are rich, you want happiness. You are happy but you wanna be rich. We always yearn for something we don't own. Sometimes I really regret coming to Singapore. It's not that its not a good country or city to live in. But i lost something more important in life. Something that meant more to me. My family. My love from my family and the time spent with them. We are like work aholics now. We seldom speak to one another as we are all busy. Yes, you may think of planning a family day but hey, it will always be cancelled last minute due to some busy appointment or one having some events to attend etc. All these are excuses isn't it? Sigh..

I used to be so close to my mum. Really close. I don't even bear to leave her for a second. While my siblings can go out to play, I would rather stay home just to accompany my mum because I don't want her to be alone. How about now? All i bring to my mum was stress, worries and sadness. What has caused all these? I really wish to know. I just want to go back to the past, while all of us were living so happily and the family bonding we have, the love we share, was never selfish, was never that tiny.. sigh....

What's the point of having money when there is no love, there is no happiness? I just wanted my parents and my family to have the best but somehow i don't know how to balance them. I always thought that buying them a branded goods would be the best happiness but all they ever wanted was me to be healthy, to be successful, to be happy. I am still trying to learn this. After all this while living in singapore, frankly speaking, i hated it.

The fact that we have to work everyday, study everyday. Expenses are rising. nothing was easy. We all just care for ourselves. Have we ever thought of showing some concern to our parents and showering them with love? Think about it...

Monday, May 6, 2013

WHAT'S UP BITCHES

WHAT'S UP BITCHES. HAHAHAHA

SIBEI UGLY THIS ONE BUT I LIKE THE EFFECT:):)

This one like a ah lian only I know. With my FAT THIGHS. OMG

FINALLY, SAY HI TO MY CUTE FAT SQUARE FACE

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For your information, these pictures are edited by my younger sister (14 years old).

She corrected me for my instagram comment that i say she was 12 years old.

haha how can i do that, forgetting her age, opps.

Anyway, those posts were also instructed by her.

Except for the last picture which was the fucked face which i do it myself.

Ok, shall turn in now.

Bye bitches.

I love ya:)

Hard Rock Hotel Deluxe Room

Resorts World Sentosa

Hotel Equarious Deluxe Room

Resorts World Sentosa

Copthorne King's Hotel Club Room

Millennium Hotels

Park 22 Hotel Deluxe Room

Chinatown

Park Royal Hotel at Pickering Street

Junior Suite

Chinatown

Porcelain Hotel Deluxe Room

Chinatown

Marina Bay Sands Hotel

Club Room and Premier Room

So these are the hotels we visited in the past 4 months. While, reasons? Haha probably no reasons. Just love staying in hotel. Hahaha and the one I love most is still the Moon Hotel at dickson road. It's the best stay for couples. Oh ya, the Hotel 1929 as well. It's the smallest among all I would say but their designs, atmosphere and coziness is just right<3 but="" has="" it="" kinda="" miss="" more="" no="" now:="" p="" play.="" school="" sigh.="" started="" time="" to="">

If only time could pause when we were all enjoying the best moments of life. Too many things to update on man! Okay lets start from the very beginning of the year.

Hmm. Maybe after my birthday?

So I was doing internship in some printer company located at Alexandra Terrace. So it was really not easy to be working because of the timing given to me-.- 8.30am to 5.30pm. And hating the fact that I am always late and had taken 5 MCs in just 6 weeks. So obviously, I failed the internship. Sigh. Don't know what should I do now though~ Just trying my best to still be going to school and get good results. But the great thing was, I passed all my modules last semester. Haha so that wasn't too bad;) Well, happy go lucky. Hopefully everything is going to be ok~