I wanna live in the past

It's weird right? Why would someone wanna live in the past? I mean like, usually the past is something nobody ever wanted. But somehow, I am missing how my life used to be in the past. Back to the age when I was 7. When I am still a young girl, studying in Guangyang Primary School with my eldest sister. We were alone here. Without our parents. We live with a strict guardian that always ask us to study hard, do homework. Whenever our mum comes to Singapore, it's like the happiest thing ever in life. We would cherish the time spent together with our mum. Though it will only be for a day that she come over, but it was really precious and every minute and seconds, mean so much to us...

Now? Our mum is here with us. We no longer cherish the time spent with her. We know that she will always be here. I mean like, no one would ever want something they already have isn't it? Like you are rich, you want happiness. You are happy but you wanna be rich. We always yearn for something we don't own. Sometimes I really regret coming to Singapore. It's not that its not a good country or city to live in. But i lost something more important in life. Something that meant more to me. My family. My love from my family and the time spent with them. We are like work aholics now. We seldom speak to one another as we are all busy. Yes, you may think of planning a family day but hey, it will always be cancelled last minute due to some busy appointment or one having some events to attend etc. All these are excuses isn't it? Sigh..

I used to be so close to my mum. Really close. I don't even bear to leave her for a second. While my siblings can go out to play, I would rather stay home just to accompany my mum because I don't want her to be alone. How about now? All i bring to my mum was stress, worries and sadness. What has caused all these? I really wish to know. I just want to go back to the past, while all of us were living so happily and the family bonding we have, the love we share, was never selfish, was never that tiny.. sigh....

What's the point of having money when there is no love, there is no happiness? I just wanted my parents and my family to have the best but somehow i don't know how to balance them. I always thought that buying them a branded goods would be the best happiness but all they ever wanted was me to be healthy, to be successful, to be happy. I am still trying to learn this. After all this while living in singapore, frankly speaking, i hated it.

The fact that we have to work everyday, study everyday. Expenses are rising. nothing was easy. We all just care for ourselves. Have we ever thought of showing some concern to our parents and showering them with love? Think about it...

WHAT'S UP BITCHES

WHAT'S UP BITCHES. HAHAHAHA

SIBEI UGLY THIS ONE BUT I LIKE THE EFFECT:):)

This one like a ah lian only I know. With my FAT THIGHS. OMG

FINALLY, SAY HI TO MY CUTE FAT SQUARE FACE

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For your information, these pictures are edited by my younger sister (14 years old).

She corrected me for my instagram comment that i say she was 12 years old.

haha how can i do that, forgetting her age, opps.

Anyway, those posts were also instructed by her. 

Except for the last picture which was the fucked face which i do it myself.

Ok, shall turn in now.

Bye bitches.

I love ya:)

Hard Rock Hotel Deluxe Room 

Resorts World Sentosa

Hotel Equarious Deluxe Room 

Resorts World Sentosa

Copthorne King's Hotel Club Room 

Millennium Hotels

Park 22 Hotel Deluxe Room

Chinatown

Park Royal Hotel at Pickering Street

Junior Suite

Chinatown

Porcelain Hotel Deluxe Room

Chinatown

Marina Bay Sands Hotel

Club Room and Premier Room

So these are the hotels we visited in the past 4 months. While, reasons? Haha probably no reasons. Just love staying in hotel. Hahaha and the one I love most is still the Moon Hotel at dickson road. It's the best stay for couples. Oh ya, the Hotel 1929 as well. It's the smallest among all I would say but their designs, atmosphere and coziness is just right<3 but="" has="" it="" kinda="" miss="" more="" no="" now:="" p="" play.="" school="" sigh.="" started="" time="" to="">

If only time could pause when we were all enjoying the best moments of life. Too many things to update on man! Okay lets start from the very beginning of the year.

Hmm. Maybe after my birthday? 

So I was doing internship in some printer company located at Alexandra Terrace. So it was really not easy to be working because of the timing given to me-.- 8.30am to 5.30pm. And hating the fact that I am always late and had taken 5 MCs in just 6 weeks. So obviously, I failed the internship. Sigh. Don't know what should I do now though~ Just trying my best to still be going to school and get good results. But the great thing was, I passed all my modules last semester. Haha so that wasn't too bad;) Well, happy go lucky. Hopefully everything is going to be ok~ 

At park royal hotel for celebration of Kok How's birthday

Here goes my happy pills <3 p="">

They were the happiest thing (+ my family) in life<3 nbsp="">

Some instagram photos ;)

During my internship~

My new tattoo done by Weifong at Far East Plaza

These dessert dam mother fucking nice. At Mad Jack, located at Nex

Toilet shot at Nex

So lastly, let's have some laughter from the laughter of this fat shit that I love most<3 p="">

And i miss him so much right now. 

He is getting so fat. Haha

Bye~ 

Will update really soon again when I am free;)

ANYWAY, if anyone wanna book Hotel or buy Universal Studios/Adventure Cove/S.E.A Aquarium tickets, please look for me! 

$65 - USS

$25 - Adventure Cove

$25 - S.E.A Aquarium!

Happy Birthday To Me

Moon Hotel

Room in photo: Deluxe Room

http://www.moon.com.sg/

23 Dickson Road

Singapore 209507

6827 6666

reservations@moon.com.sg

(Please note that those decorations are not provided~But i think can be requested)

They have 4 different types of room available:)

Standard is the smallest, followed by Deluxe, Executive and Suite.

Executive Room

Moonlight Suite

Only Deluxe and Suite has bathtub. The rest are on standing shower.

But the bathtub in Deluxe room is rather small.

From their online reservation, you are unable to book the Suite.

You have to call them:)

Breakfast are included! The place is really mini.

But I love their designs and service!

Totally excellent!

Best for couples<3 p="">

Their Lounge area~

One more thing about them, all drinks in the mini bar are FREE!!!!

And you can actually enjoy free cocktails from 5pm to 7pm at their lounge area~

Their breakfast is so so only but a super cozy place.

And it's not very expensive. One night for about $210 NETT.

A must go boutique hotel!

Hotel 1929

www.hotel1929.com

Room in photo: Terrace Suite

50 Keong Saik Road 

Singapore 089154

6347 1919

reservations@hotel1929.com 

They have 4 different types of room also.

Superior single/double, Deluxe, Junior Suite and Terrace Suite.

Here are some pictures of it.

Superior Single/Double

Deluxe Room

Junior Suite

Okay  bye, lazy to blog already~ Hahaha 

Will come back again <3 p="">

Happiness

Hi there:)

Pictures taken with Chen Shan, my classmate for in RP:)

Sweet pretty girl isn't she!

So we met up for programming assignment and this was what happened!

Hahahaha.

Studying/ Revision with friends is all fake. It will never be true. Hahaha

Anyway, school started and life starts to sucks.

Because of the damn long route from Woodlands MRT to Republic Poly is like hell!

It's as if you are climbing on the stairs of Great Wall China-.-

But well, it's too late to regret now.

Okay, in January, all I am going to do is study hard and work hard!

So I can enjoy my upcoming events! LIKE:

1. Valentine's Day

2. 5th Year Anniversary with my Darling:)

3. My birthday

4. My Dear's Birthday

5. Buying my roller shoes from Jeffrey Campbell:)

MUAHAHAHAHAH.

That's how my money goes like water~

Booked hotel for all sorts of event:/

Because my mindset has always been: Life is short to have regrets.

Do whatever you can while you are young people. Because time don't stop for you.

I am glad I did so much. Hahahah 

AND HELL NO, I am turning 19 this coming birthday.

Please kill me. I sounded old:(

And my boyfriend is going to be 22?!?! WHAT?!?!

Did time pass this fast?!

From him being a 17 year old young punk and me, a 14 year old xiao lian.

To a 22 year old fucker and 19 year old bitch?!

Please tell me I'm dreaming:(

Sigh. AND YES, my mum goes by chinese calendar!

So she is going to say I am like 20 years old-.-

FML.

Okay, time to turn in. Thank you for reading my blog.

Blah blah blah. Bye people:)

End 2012 and Start 2013 beautifully :)

Happy New Year! :)

My leg looks like a long here, but too bad. Only when I am on heels-.-

M Hotel 

81 Anson Road

Our party needs. Hahahaha:)

Our Club Room:)

Not really as nice as I expect it to be though.

Toilet is the most important part.

It's clean, with a bath tub:)

Okay, we bought stuffs to steamboat in the hotel. Haha

Heart warming right:)

<3 p="p">

Card games is a must:)

With their drinks-.-

Two bestie trying to gay over here. Hahaha

So the third party came in. Hahaha

Me and Gilbert:) (AKA Ku ku bird;))

Two pregnant tummies. Hahahaha can't stop laughing!

So the skinny one trying his best to look really fat here.

After count down effect. Hahaha 

We should had recorded what happened!

It was so fun and havoc!

Me and Ken:)

Le me and mr bean!

Okay, me and bird again~

And finally with my favourite boy of all time<3 p="p">

I love you dearie:)

And I may 2013 be a good year for both of us:)

I will love you now and always<3 p="p">

They are all being a bitch here-.-

Another bitch here too-.-

Pinching my baby fatty cheeks:) HAHAHA

Finally, we ended the picture with all our celebration needs. Hahaha

I went to bed at 1pm, and whatever happens later, shall not be revealed here. Hahaha

Just kidding, I made it sound so dirty as if they were gays. Opps. Haha

They had their drinks while playing 5, 10 and cards.

While I fall deep in my sleep. Though I was woken up at 4.44am, I still manage to sleep well!

It was a great count down with my boyfriend and this bunch of friends.

I wish everyone a happy new year!

All wishes come true ok:)

Here are some new year resolutions I am going to make for 2013:

1. Do not spend money like water.

2. Have savings 

3. Still loving my boyfriend as always

4. Attend school and not skip

5. Smoke lesser

6. Not do what I promised my god

7. Have a healthier lifestyle

8. More heels and new clothes :) HEHEH

9. Earn a lot of money

10. Make 2013 a good year

11. Stay as happy and as cheerful as I am right now