Hi. I am fucking bored now. And feeling so lifeless.  Yes, we quarreled again. And yes, over the most stupid thing ever again. I wonder if we are still together. He didn't even bother to call me or anything. And every time we quarrel, I just feel like ending this relationship. But then again, I really can't bear to. I miss him. His nonsense. This is a fact. But what can I still do? He doesn't change. His temper is still as bad. He always says that he would. But fuck, 3 years 6 months. Nothing changes. Even if he does, it's only for a fucking while. I wonder, what is his problem? I loved him so much yet he can ask me if I really love him for million of times in a day. I am really vexed at time. Can't you see that I really do? Why must you ask? Don't you fucking feel the love in me? And next thing, why must you always bring up the past and say?

Ya, I know you don't like my family. But what wrong did they do to make you detest them? Like, nothing?  What's the problem with you? I know by saying this sentence, you are going to say that I am defending them again. But hey, ask yourself, what wrong did they do? If they did, there is no wrong of you disliking them. Problem is, there isn't any. Fuck. Can't you just love them like how I loved your family? In the first place, I don't owe you anything you know? Whenever you needed me, I am right by your side to be your listening ear. When you are sick, I took care of you. When you are tired, I massage your head to make you feel better and easier to fall asleep. Occasionally, I will just buy something or make something to surprise you. All these are just to see you happier.

I don't know what else should I do to please you. I really don't know. Can you tell me what can I still do? I did my best as a girlfriend. What else did I still not give you? Can you tell me?