I feel guilty. For treating you like this. I don't wish to forgive you anymore. Because you will never ever change. I had been sick for a week. Coughing, fever. I am really tried. Attending programmes. I hasn't eaten anything for 3 continuous days. I only drank water and ate medicine. I am so sick. I sleep once I reach home. I want to keep myself busy so that I wouldn't think too much. But ever since we broke up, it takes me an hour to fall asleep. Usually, its just a 5 min that I need. I really hated you. For not cherishing me at all. For not loving me as much as I did. I always thought you will change for me one day but sadly no. I am sorry for making you miserable. But I really don't want to see you at all. You can be happier without me. Is just whether a not you want to be happy. Take care. Everything would be fine. It just take some time... I am sorry.