Till today I am still thinking about you, still missing you, still having the memories flashing in my fucking mind. I wonder how could I ever remove them from my mind because whenever I thought of the days we used to have, the things we used to been through, I just can't stop my tears from rolling down. Yeah, I might be having guy friends now. But is there anything wrong? You lost me. You didn't cherish me. Since you can't do the job, others would. But had I ever did anything wrong to make you treat me like this? I seriously don't understand. I wonder why I am so affected by what you say and do. I really wonder. I hate this feeling. I hate myself for being too soft hearted at times but I can't help it. I know I had changed. But it was all because of you.